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A girl who loves to look at the world differently. Writing & sketching are her passion. Gaming and surfing the Internet are a MUST! A hardcore fan of Final Fantasy! Yes, yes...she's a bit of an otaku.
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    Sunday, 31 May 2009

    Thankful...

    Current Mood


    Thankful.






    Hye! Hye! Everyone!
    Ops...
    I've changed the layout...again.
    XDDD

    Ah...you know me.

    I always change my layouts according to my mood.
    My blog represents the reflection I'm showing everyone.
    Yohh...apakan tue?
    Jiwang bunyinya!
    XDDD

    Anyways!
    It's been a while.

    I just wanted to take a break from everything.
    I'm tired of certain issues in my life.
    But I know I can't run away forever.
    To all of those who are always supporting me, I love you guys!
    Thank you very much!
    :)

    Just seeing you guys caring for me makes me feel touched.
    Don't worry.
    I'll be sure to stand up once more and take on the challenges of life!
    XDDD

    Right.
    Since they were many people who are wondering about what I've been doing while I'm away, well, to tell you the truth, nothing much really.

    I've only been preventing myself from doing some blogging cause I need a break.
    That's all.
    :)

    Other than that, I've only done some gaming and yes, I've been doing my homework, trying to be a good girl once more.
    :)
    And no, I've not been crushing on other guys, cause I've said that I needed a break, right?
    XDDD

    Okies.
    What games have I been playing?

    Oh, the usual.
    Ar Tonelico II.

    I've only entered Phase 4 last night.
    So yeah, I'm excited to know more of what's going to happen in the game!
    :D

    Ahah!
    I almost forgot!
    I've also been watching the anime Romeo X Juliet, again.
    It's cooooool~!!!

    I've been getting a lot of ideas from it.
    So yeah, my beloved novels are progressing just~~~ a little itsy bit!
    And I'm thankful for that!
    :D

    Oh! Tonight, I might be going away once again.
    I'm going to have a barbecue with my family at my grandparents' house.
    After that, I'm planning to sneak back home...
    ...And eat ice cream while playing Ar Tonelico II, again.
    *ebil laugh*

    XDDDD
    Oh well...hopefully, my so-called ebil plan will work.
    XDDDD

    Kay, kay...
    That's all for today folks!
    Hopefully you like the new layout.
    :D

    PEACE OUT!
    ;D

    Saturday, 23 May 2009

    barely awake...*collapse*...Zzz....Zzz....

    Current Mood


    Abandoned.
    ....Where have all of my friends gone to? It's Saturday night, man.





    Captured Thoughts Today...


    Dah ada masa kan online ngantuk tia...
    Mata, oh mata... Kenapa nda kana timing mu ane kan?





    Hey guys!
    Huh!
    Being able to finally solve some of my worries today, I'm feeling really lucky.
    :D

    Today, I was given lots of treats.

    My friend, Zirah had treated me to a big cup of iced Milo and some curry puffs, my fave!
    Thanks girl!
    *hugs*
    That's very kind of you.
    Aku toh menahan lapar mengumpul duit ntuk kan membali...ehem...barang di KL nanti.

    Then, thanks to my uncle~ and his little son.
    He treated me to a bottle of iced lemon tea on our way home.
    (He was the one who sent me home today...)

    Thanks to my parents for buying me a big sardine bread.
    MY CURRENT NUMBER ONE FAVOURITE SNACK TO EAT.
    XDDD
    I like the doughnuts too.

    LuLz...
    Knapa cam smuaaa ja makanan?
    XDDD
    Anyways, besyukur tah ku toh...

    Oyah!
    Today I FINALLY got to buy Romeo X Juliet DVD.
    Huhhh...

    And not only that...
    I also bought a dating rpg game.
    *kirai2 at Aka-chan*

    Beparamtah ku nanti ne dengan virtual boyfriendku di PS2 atu.
    XDDD

    My mother was like "...WTH DID YOU BUY??" when she overheard me talking about the dating game with my sis.
    Aka-chan was like "Squeeeeeee~!!!! OMAIGAWD!!! FINALLY!!! A DATING RPG GAME!!!"
    LuLz...wth...

    Then...
    You wanna know what happened?

    WE STARTED CLAIMING THE GUYS RIGHT AWAY!!!
    XDDD

    Kazu-chan chose the intelligent-looking guy.

    Aka-chan chose the mature-looking black-haired guy.

    Me?
    I chose the hot spiky-haired topless blonde and Yosuke Hanamura's lookalike.
    *ebil chuckle*



    What can I say?
    I am greedy.
    Why have one when you can have them all?
    YOHH!!!
    Cam banar!
    XDDD

    Oyeah...
    Tonight, a few hours ago, I had a barbecue with my family at my grandpa's house.
    Maaaaan...
    The food there was soooooooo yummayyyyyy!!!
    .....So, does that count as another treat?
    XDDDD

    Anyways~
    Moving on~

    As you can see up there...
    Aku menyamal skarang ane.
    Udah ku ada masa kan online, nda tia banyak urang online.
    Sedeyhku...

    As if I am abandoned in the middle of the desert!
    (Yohh...emusi...)

    Luckily, yay~!
    Ada jua si Shi-chan mendangani!

    Nahhh...
    Shi-chan jua kan.
    XDDD
    Sayaaang Shi-chan~!

    Oyah!
    Something weird happened today!

    When I was on the way home from school this afternoon...
    There was this cool black sportscar speeding by my uncle's car.
    It was so omaigawd fast that I could just imagine the horror of seeing that car crashing into another.
    Ergh!!!
    Anyway...the car only had the number 7 on its license plate.

    A few minutes later, another sportscar passed by.
    This time, it was a golden one.
    Again, yeah, it was dangerously speeding by my uncle's car.
    When I looked at the plate number, I saw...

    7007

    My reaction?

    ......................Woah. Wth.

    XDDDD
    It was pretty strange.
    Anyways, when I got home, my Mom was like..."Hey dress up! We're going to KB Town."

    Me: D: *shocked*
    (Note: I just returned from school. My school is in KB. Meaning, I just returned from KB, and now I'm going there, again.)

    ........................

    XDDDD
    Anyways, if you're gonna ask me what was I gonna do there, forget it.
    I won't tell.
    Hush, hush.

    XDDDD

    Right guys!
    Time to go!
    I'm really sleepy right now!
    So I need some beauty sleep.

    I can hear Squall Leonhart beckoning me to step deeper into the realm of dreams.
    *following his voice~~~*

    Ah!
    See y'all next time!
    XDDD

    PEACE OUT!!!

    p/s: Dex...*kirai2* Sja mengacau kau, takan tu button dibawah ah. XDDD


    Thursday, 21 May 2009

    My Beloved Shi-chan~~~

    Current Mood


    Full of Luuuurve~~~





    Captured Thoughts Today...


    I think something is wrong with my brain.
    (Shi-chan!!! WHAT DID YOU DO TO IT??? YOHH, skati2 menuduh! XDDD)





    Hey guys!
    Wazzzzzzzzzuuuuuuup???

    Just a quick update! (again)

    My time has been limited lately.
    And man...

    I've been mentally exhausted due to some events.

    Huhhhh~!

    Right!

    My report today is about...

    Dun~Dun~Dun~


    Shi-chan

    XDDDD


    Well, ehem...excuuuuuse me~

    It's been a reaaaaaally long time since I last saw her in person.
    (Eh...yakah? *kira2 bulan dulu...*)

    So I kept on talking to her regularly whenever I see her online.

    Our conversations usually consist of...


    Our everyday life.


    Our personal problems.


    Our otaku~ness~


    And................................some "stuffs"...
    (that you don't even wanna know...)...

    *kirai2 at Shi-chan*
    Fufufu~
    XDDD

    I just wanna say I feel comfortable with Shi-chan cause she's always there whenever I need her.
    Even if I messaged her veryyyy LATE at night, a few minutes later, poof~!

    There she is~ going "ARE YOU OKAY???"

    Awww....


    Oh and!
    I like her ability to sense the atmosphere.
    XDDD


    She always changes topic whenever she senses my gloomy~ness~

    And she's always giving me words of encouragement whenever I feel down~

    She's also the one who
    always knocks the hell out of me until I bleed so that I can snap back to reality.
    Haaa....

    I love you Shi-chan. *hugs*

    (EYYY!!! DON'T MISUNDERSTAND ME!!!)

    XDDD


    Also, she's got A LOT of bishonen friends...

    They're all so handsome that I began to wonder if...


    ...She's a character who comes out of an anime, or something.

    XDDD


    Ahah!

    Shi-chan is a very talented artist too!
    Like...at a professional mangaka's level~!!!

    She draws cool piccies~!

    .................And she's like....a million years ahead of my level.

    *silence*


    Aaaanyways~

    That's why I ask her to draw Cloud Strife for me~

    Fufufu~ X3


    Oh and...

    Shi-chan can be a very useful source of information when it comes to video games and comments on them.

    *chortle~*

    Every time I bought a new game and told her about it, she'll go...


    "Oh that one... *starts commenting*..."

    XDDDDD


    The thing is....

    She tends to make me jealous cause she's got PS2, PS3, Xbox 360, PSP, Nintendo DS...

    .........


    *throws a platinum metal table at her!!!*

    XDDDDD


    Okay then.

    I guess that's all I wanna rant about her.
    I'll rant more next time.

    Masa tidak mengizinkanlah dikatakan
    .
    XDDD


    I love you, Shi-chan~!!!


    Right!

    See y'all next time!
    PEACE OUT!!!



    Ah...gotta go play Tales of the World...before Yas snatch the PSP away from me.

    XDDD

    Tuesday, 19 May 2009

    I can finally sleep!!

    Current Mood


    Dumbfounded.





    Captured Thoughts Today...


    ........My marks for the last term's exam...sucks.
    Big time.





    Hey guys!
    Just a quick update before I go Zzz...
    :3

    First of all, thanks to Shi-chan~
    *points to tagboard*
    You can use avatars there now.
    LuLz~
    Ramai tia urang mencuba...
    Mana nda...kebaruan bah...
    XDDD
    *throws table at her*

    Today, I mean...yesterday, our Socio tutor was replaced by Teacher MJ.
    She was nice and cool~ :D
    Hopefully, I'll get along with her, as well as my classmates.

    Economics Class...

    <.<

    >.>


    *checking people out* (Shh...someone's watching... XDDD)

    We've got all of our exam papers back now.
    Shucks...
    I couldn't even bear to take a peek at my red-coloured marks.
    Ugh...
    I need to work hard.

    Same goes for Business Studies.

    GAHH!!!
    I think I might just ended up becoming a Sociology Tutor!
    (A good thing but, never planned to be one...)

    Oh well.

    The next thing I wanna rant about is...

    How cold Brunei is at the moment.

    Okay, just A FEW DAYS ago, the whole country is so OMFG hot.
    Now...
    Even my jacket isn't enough to stop the cold.

    Hey, I AM thankful, but...
    I need to buy a
    much, much thicker jacket.
    XDDD

    Anyway...moving on.

    Lately, I've been experiencing writer's block...again.
    I can't think properly.
    D:

    I guess I'm already addicted to Ar Tonelico II.
    XDDD
    (My PS2 was taken away yesterday because of this... D:)

    My works aren't moving anywhere.
    School assignments also piled up here and there.
    Ergh...
    Sometimes I just feel like...



    XDDD

    <.<

    >.>


    (someone's watching me...)

    XDDD

    Right guys, gotta go to sleep.
    I've finished one of my assignments and I need to print it out before I can finally have my beauty sleep!
    XDDD

    See y'all next time!
    PEACE OUT!


    Saturday, 16 May 2009

    quick update! *runs away* *gets shot by Shi-chan*

    Current Mood


    Hyper~actively~ Loaded With Squealing~ness~!!!
    XDDD




    Yo!
    This is just a quick update.
    :3

    I've been quite busy lately.
    I'm learning how to play the keyboard/electric piano.
    Need to finish my presentations here and there.
    Then I wanna play Ar Tonelico II while worrying about my assignments.
    My connection's also going freaking nuts.
    All these made me feel so dull and numb to update my blog.
    Huhh...

    To not be thrown at with a table by Shi-chan, I decided to leave a few messages here and run off before she brings back a newly upgraded metal table and throw it at me.
    LuLz~

    My Pre-U1 juniors, exam's coming up!
    To my friends who are sitting for AS exam, all the best of luck to you guys!

    Right, I'm gonna go now.
    See y'all next time, ayte~?

    Peace Out!



    Hehehehehehehehe....

    Tuesday, 5 May 2009

    hehs...*bad mood*

    Current Mood


    On the verge of exploding.......





    Captured Thoughts Today



    The tutors.......really love me don't they?
    *stares at the heaps of assignments*





    Helloooo everyone!
    Wow!
    It's been a while since my last entry! (Yea right...)
    Not that I'm busy, I just don't know what to write since I'm in the Depression Mode.
    LuLz~
    Anyways...

    I'm here to squeal about the intro of Final Fantasy Dissidia...
    I didn't know the preview was already out...(And I call myself a #1 fan of Final Fantasy! HUH!)
    So I was surprised when I came across the video on the intro while browsing around on the Internet.
    When I took a good look at it...
    The hair at the back of my neck literally stand!!
    I was like...

    O:
    WOAH.................


    ...For a very long time.
    XDDD

    And, and, and...after that...

    I fell deeply in love with Squall Leonhart once more!
    (Wait...I've always been in love with him. XDDD)

    Ah...Squall Leonhart...
    How I wish some dude like him exist!
    He'll be like so cool to me.
    And treat me like some kind of joke. (Wait...that's rude.)
    Then by the end of the day, ehem...he'll fall in love with me...uhukkk, uhukkk!
    XDDD

    Anyways!
    He looks cool in Dissidia!
    (Coz he's his old self! All hail Tetsuya Nomura the designer! X3)
    I literally drooled upon seeing him.
    Haaa....

    Okehhh!
    Moving on!

    Today at school, A LOT of bad things happened.
    Like...seeing that dude's face everywhere I go. Annoying banar.
    Rasa kan ku ucap stalker ada jua...
    But edehh, kana ucap prasan tia karang nahh...
    Antam tah eyy...
    Benci ku melihat muanya dimana-mana!
    Membari sakit hati!
    Rasa macam kan muntah ja ku olehnya!
    Yohh, mental...

    So then, a few good things did happen...
    *kirai2 at Dex, Hareef, Miji, Khafizah and the others*
    Shapa dapat high mark dalam GP owwwh?
    Nda ku tau shapa!
    *buat2 mua bangang*
    Si Hareef kale!
    XDDD

    Right moving on!

    *whisper, whisper*
    Happy bday to Pineapple.
    *whisper, whisper, whisper*
    Blajar cakap Brunei ahh spaya dapat paham apa erti menempiling urang... <--- dunno if he even understands that...

    Next!

    Hey, people...
    Is it me, or is the juniors getting more and more busy recently?
    Yeah!

    Rasakan lah penangan sebenar kehidupan PreU!

    XDDD

    Books are your girlfriend/boyfriend.
    Assignments are your love letters.
    Your subject is your spouse.

    WTH???
    XDDD
    Paranoid dah aku ne!

    Anyways!
    My dearest junior friends...
    Nda papa...
    Aku paham knapa kamu nda layan aku. *start merajuk*
    XDDD

    Y'all sooo damn busy that I myself am scared to come near you.
    Y'all emitting such...dangerous auras which say "I'M FREAKING DAMN BUSY RIGHT NOW!"
    Wooo...
    Brijaaaab...
    Pastukan!
    Sorang-sorang panting ane wah!
    Macam nda cukup nafas bilang urang!
    Kesian eyy!
    Hope you guys will get to rest soon!
    Relax and study at the same time!

    Okay!
    Time to go now!
    Wanna rest up for tomorrow...
    (Kan ready2 kan muntah or jadi ninja in case aku nampak mua si dude atu lagi...)

    Right!
    See y'all soon!
    PEACE OUT!!!


    Squall: From this day forward, I will replace Noctis's place as the end-of-post mascot. (Cause Vespera said so...)
    (LoL!!!)

    Friday, 1 May 2009

    *scared*

    Current Mood


    Busy, busy, busy~




    Captured Thoughts Today...


    Turn your dreams into reality.
    Make your reality resembles your fantasy.





    Hello there!
    It's 1:08 am right now, and hell, I haven't finished my works yet.
    Phew~
    Good thing Shi-chan's keeping me company.
    Or else I would've make the music boom in my headphones as loud as possible and turn on the bright lights.
    XDDD

    Anyways, yes, yes...
    You guys are probably tired with me frequently changing the blog's layout.
    XDDD
    I change it according to my mood, so yeah...
    I changed them quite often.

    The theme's blue this time, despite the fact that I prefer red.
    But oh well...

    Yes, guys.
    I'm a big fan of Ar Tonelico II now.
    I love the game because of the costume.
    Hehehs~

    Oh and...
    I'm a little disappointed to see Croix (the main chara) degrading from a cool guy into a soft-hearted gentleman who would do anything to satisfy the lady.
    (Yohh...knapa lain bunyinya atu?)
    Aish...
    Sayang...sayang...

    Anyways,
    I gotta go now.
    It's getting REALLY late.
    And I'm getting more and more scared by each passing minute.

    See y'all soon!
    BYE!!!